Tuesday, January 31, 2012

I was a kid

I can't believe that I thought I always ate too much. I was a kid who always felt I had to watch what I ate because I always felt like I was going to explode. I remember eating with my family and having to sloutch down under the table so I could unbutton my pants. Every evening at dinner, these memories keep coming back. I only starting remembering this just a few short years ago. And it all seems to make sense now. I wasn't a fat kid, I just felt uncomfortable. I looked back at pictures of me as a camper when I was just 9 years old. Those pictures look cute now, but I so remember that's not what I thought then. Geez, no wonder young girls have these thoughts. I get it, NOW. Wait, stop, I don't want other kids to feel that something is wrong.